Reflecting...

I thought I was ready to go in and vent but I'm hesitant. Talking about what led me to this point in my life is a bit hard. Over the years I've morphed into the girl who has bucket loads of hurt and resentment. I hide it well but in my most quiet moments it's evident that the gitty girl that stands before admirers is really torn between two worlds. I didn't ask too grow up real fast, it just happened. It's fucking with me to go in this deep so I avoided the post. I know I was busy and had lots going on but I had plenty of time to sit at this screen and bleed through every word but I procrastinated. To recall a point in my life where I was basically going through life like a deer in fucking headlights gives me chills. Granted,I've came out of those bizarre situations pretty okay but they still haunt me and in some case become a part of who am I.....Next week I'm just going to have to GO IN!.

Lions,Tigers and Bears

Next week: Soon You'll Understand...for real this time!