I thought I was ready to go in and vent but I'm hesitant. Talking about what led me to this point in my life is a bit hard. Over the years I've morphed into the girl who has bucket loads of hurt and resentment. I hide it well but in my most quiet moments it's evident that the gitty girl that stands before admirers is really torn between two worlds. I didn't ask too grow up real fast, it just happened. It's fucking with me to go in this deep so I avoided the post. I know I was busy and had lots going on but I had plenty of time to sit at this screen and bleed through every word but I procrastinated. To recall a point in my life where I was basically going through life like a deer in fucking headlights gives me chills. Granted,I've came out of those bizarre situations pretty okay but they still haunt me and in some case become a part of who am I.....Next week I'm just going to have to GO IN!.

Lions,Tigers and Bears

Next week: Soon You'll Understand...for real this time!


Mr Sykes said... @ December 21, 2008 at 10:39 PM

This is for you

jenelle.stasha said... @ December 23, 2008 at 12:29 AM

i love all of ur posts... they are all so heartfelt and i def identify with all of them. =]

Kidsister said... @ December 23, 2008 at 8:26 PM

wow thank you jenelle!! means a lot and thank you mr.sykesssssss:)

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