I think I'm suffering from depression.
And last night, I started a new cycle. I think I went on a date.
:-/
I say I think because, I'm not ready to date again. I'm just not interested in dating right now. I was hoping he didn't pay for me so I could have reassurance that he wasn't calling it "a date" either. Sigh. But, he smiled at me alot, stared at me with "those eyes" when he thought I wasn't looking, laughed at all my jokes. I don't even know why I went. I played myself for that. My girls seemed more excited about me finally having went on a date than me. I was an hour late and I wished so hard that I would call him and he'd say he left already because I was taking to long. I genuinely hope he's not into me. Because I'm not really into anyone but me right now.
I think I'm just gonna fade to black on him. I'm heading out west in a few weeks anyway.
Wow, I'm really a loner.
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Look don't go trying to run away or pulling a britney!
Everybody has there days..sucky, emo...I want to pull my hair out days...this too shall pass..
God always grants serenity after the storm!!!!!
And shit a date with a new cute guy doesn't hurt!
:-/ Guess I just want to be left alone. Just wish I was normal, like had a normal life, with a 9 to 5 and a boyfriend who worked for like Cablevision or something.
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO...ASSSHOLE!
Dont laugh!!!!
Hey Tee aka Fabulous EIC ,
Maing hitting the blues is not a good feeling . When u feeling it, say prayer for strength... I know so much has been going on .. Try to get some laughter and smiles to boost ur spirits. U know the B+C Fam got ur back...
I agree with kidsister don't pull a britney even though she recovered !
lol @ Cablevision
It's rough out here, ain't it?
...but don't just fade to black on him.
At least let him down easy. Not saying you have to write him a Dear John letter, but just let him know what it is.
Disappearing acts ain't cool.
$port is right. Disappearing acts are what get you stalked and choked.
Things happen t. Success is definitely flirting with us though.....
I know ima see u and the team at the top
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