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Here I am sitting on the train next to Zeus. He's on the phone talking to what I think is another girl. I do my best at not ear hustling his convo. My philosophy is: if you snoop you got to be prepared to find something you didnt want to find. I allow myself to get consumed in my thoughts. I glance at him every now and again with a look of my growing impatience. His eyes meet mine every time. As I shot him the last look, it seems as if "goodbye" is coming soon. I tune him back in, "Awww, c'mon, talk to you later. You know you're my boo." As that last word came out his mouth, our eyes meet, and he looks at me with a half smirk that screams "dont get mad." I jumped up out of sleep. Did I just have a nightmare? Why the hell did it feel like one?


When I spoke to Zeus the next morning, I didn't mention the dream to him. I haven't mentioned it to anyone. To be honest, the dream scared the hell out of me. It was so real, more like a premonition than a dream. Is my subconscious warning me of things to come? Or was it my subconscious mirroring to me one of my greatest fears with Zeus...that I am wasting my time?

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Teneille said... @ December 18, 2008 at 11:06 AM

If this does happen in real life, you should probably keep it to yourself...fuck around and Zeus ass will get MERKED!

Kwan Lee said... @ December 18, 2008 at 10:31 PM

I'm picturing this in my head as I'm writing this. Zeus smirk after he hangs up, shain's negro please face. Shain tells Cee then the yellow lexus is zooming down the conduit lookin for his crib....

But if that ever happens in reality, you'll bounce back kid. Its too easy for you.

PS: I agree with Teneille

K.icks M.aterials H.er said... @ December 20, 2008 at 6:14 PM

Well love, I think its the greatest fear. I can only tell you that because its happening to me... Smh

$port said... @ December 21, 2008 at 9:48 AM

'If this does happen in real life, you should probably keep it to yourself...fuck around and Zeus ass will get MERKED!'

^^^it's gonna be like the opening scene in 'Can't Knock The Hustle' lol...

...but Tee won't miss...

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