I originally wrote some WILD defeatist shit but, my internet connection kept fucking up so if this posts, I'll take it as God telling me "Tee, you gotta chillllllll!". Honestly though, I haven't been in the best of moods lately in regards to my dismal love life and anything I write right now could potentially produce some awkward repercussions so I've turned to Ani DiFranco to sum me up...

(These are my favorite lyrics in life)
"I want somebody who sees the pointlessness
And still keeps their purpose in mind
I want somebody who has a tortured soul
Some of the time
I want somebody who will either put out for me
Or put me out of misery
Or maybe just put it all to words
And make me say, you know I never heard it put that way
Make me say, what did you just say?
I want somebody who can hold my interest
Hold it and never let it fall
Someone who can flatten me with a kiss
That hits like a fist
Or a sentence, that stops me like a brick wall
Because if you hear me talking
Listen to what I’m not saying
If you hear me playing guitar
Listen to what I’m not playing
And don’t ask me to put words
To all the spaces between notes
In fact if you have to ask, forget it
Do and you’ll regret it
I’m tired of being the interesting one
I’m tired of having fun for two
Just lay yourself on the line
And I might lay myself down by you
But don’t sit behind your eyes
And wait for me to surprise you
I want somebody who can make me
Scream until it’s funny
Give me a run for my money
I want someone who can
Twist me up in knots
Tell me, for the man who has everything
What have you got?
I want someone who’s not afraid of me
Or anyone else
In other words
I want someone
Who’s not afraid of themself
Do you think I’m asking too much?"
- Ani DiFranco


Kidsister said... @ January 5, 2009 at 4:03 AM

OMG...every fucken word hit me, why am i tearing.....oh boy!

Anonymous said... @ January 5, 2009 at 3:42 PM

Yo, I'm glad u couldn't post the other thing...

Cause ur making me feel like that shit they say about "your somebody is out there" is some crock of shit they made up for the hopelessly single and they're boo'd up.


(Please don't post the other jawn,lol)

Teneille said... @ January 5, 2009 at 6:09 PM

i dont wanna give up but, i just cant kid. im defeated. crazy shit is i posted this before my day started...if i wouldve posted this now, it wouldve gotten mad nasty, lol

$port said... @ January 5, 2009 at 7:26 PM

it must be something going around...i've been feeling all kinds of lows over the last couple days....we'll be alright one way or the other...

Anonymous said... @ January 6, 2009 at 1:02 AM

Now, I'm curious to what u were going to say...


Kwan Lee said... @ January 7, 2009 at 9:16 AM


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